The one for me.

Invincible - Hedley

But I found the strength inside to see, found the better part of me and I'll never let it go. I'm not the only one that crashed into the sun and lived to fight another day. Like a supernova, that old life is over, I'm here to stay. Now I'm gonna be INVINCIBLE.

I really love this song. Really, really inspirational. I listen to this song whenever I'm feeling stressed out, feeling down etc. And it never fails to bring my spirits up. Never give up when you're facing obstacles, cause these are the obstacles that help you to grow. God has a reason for putting them in your life. After the rain comes sunshine, so never give up. Instead, pull out that few moments of courage and be invincible.

Anyways, this is gonna be a quick post cause I've got lotsa studying to do for my upcoming tests. Back to college on 9 January. How lovely is that?

Yeah.

I realized that lack of communication and misunderstandings can really cause damage to a relationship; be it with your spouse, family or friends. I always seem to hear family/friends commenting about their parents, complaining about their parents being too nosy, too bothersome, too naggy, too strict, only care about grades, giving them so much stress etc. I'm pretty sure everyone have heard similar complains. And I know parents do complain about their children being too playful, too disrespectful, too dumb, too lazy etc. Yes, I've heard my parents say those stuff about me, and likewise, I'm one of those that complain about my parents once in awhile.

What I'm tryna say is that, all these, I think they're pretty normal. We shouldn't really overreact to stuffs like these right? I mean, cmonnnnn. This proves that we're human. We've feelings. And I think it's alright cause this is like letting your emotions out. I think it's healthier than just keeping everything in. After all, if you don't say how you truly feel, how would we know what's your take on it? No one can read your mind! Bottling everything up will probably just lead to an explosive reaction one day.

So yeah, I think it's alright for both parties to complain about one another. Sure, I do get kinda annoyed when my parents say horrible stuff about me to their family/friends/strangers, but I don't really bother cause I do the same thing. I would be a hypocrite if I actually get really pissed off and upset.

I don't approve of swearing at your parents/children though. That's just wrong. Swearing is wrong. Geez seriously, use some proper vocabulary. Not all those profanities. Profanities are just.. weird. And wrong. I think I can find nicer/more polite ways to insult someone rather than stuffs like the F word. Besides, I get to sound more sophisticated. A double win for me haha.

So yeah. I think it's kinda okay for both parties to say bad stuff about one another. It's human. We have emotions and it's not good to keep them in. This is one of the reasons why I wanna major in psychology. I want to be there for people, listening to their problems, helping them get rid of whatever that's eating them on the inside. I want to help them feel better about themselves, know where they've gone wrong and how to be a better person. And of course, it's also cause somehow, I enjoy listening to others' problems and helping them to get out of it.

And yes, it would be better if both parties don't say anything bad about one another cause it seems rather silly. It will definitely be better to just focus on the good points and help others to get rid of their bad points. But then again, it's hard to control our emotions so........... yeah. So yup, I'm also tryna focus on everyone's good points and ignore the bad parts/help them to change for the better. Not doing a very good job currently, but I will do my best to change hahaha.

Gee this post is really long. But typed it super fast cause I didn't bother to think what sounds right and what sounds wrong.

This post is just a personal opinion so I hope no one gets offended or anything.

OKAY STUDY.

Friday, December 23, 2011, 7:01 PM

You're the puzzle of my heart.

Puzzle Of My Heart - Westlife

Everytime we meet, the picture is complete. You're all I ever need to fall in love again. I knew it from the very start, you're the puzzle of my heart.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I LOVE WESTLIFE. Totally in the westlife mood now hahaha. And I'm so tired of all the assignments. Like really really tired.

Anyways. I feel like one of my close friends changed. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. So much. I don't know, maybe it's just me. But really. And that feeling.. It kinda sucks. I feel like I barely know you anymore, but yet something tells me you're still the same. But why do you feel so different? I don't want us to become strangers, you are/were a really good friend to me. I'm so confused. I really want to tell you this, but somehow I get this feeling you won't really care about what I say. I miss our bimbo moments, the times where we talked about every single little thing and totally forget about the time, I miss everything. I don't like losing my friends just because we're in different schools. But somehow, this effort seems one sided. Maybe you don't even treat me like your good friend anymore, I really don't know.

Don't know why am I even typing this.

Okay, back to my work :/ .

Thursday, December 08, 2011, 2:53 PM

I love you forever, forever and always.

Forever and Always - Parachute

I want you forever, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly. We'll grow old together, forever and always. I'll always love you forever and always.

I love that song. So much. But it's such a sad song cause the guy died :( .

Anyways, I miss batam! Went there with Hidayuh and Benjamin, stayed at uncle 7's house~ We felt really relaxed there, with the good food, golf karaoke etc. And the moment we reached singapore, we were like "Whoa. Okay. The air in singapore feels different. My head feels heavier. The stress is back!!!!!" Ahahhahahhahah. Honestly, I feel more relaxed there. Peaceful and quiet. Singapore? Cars and kids screaming. Sigh. And the food in batam is just <3

ANYWAYS THAT WASN'T WHAT I WANTED TO SAY.

On our way back home, we decided to take a cab, cause we had to carry a lot of stuff and it was realllllllllly heavy (esp for me haha). So the three of us shared a cab! Hidayuh got off first cause she stays at Paya Lebar. Then decided to let Benjy drop off first then make a u-turn to my house. AND THE MOMENT BENJY LEFT. IT'S LIKE SOME BOMB JUST EXPLODED OR SOMETHING. The uncle started scolding me! This is what the conversation was like:

Uncle: You all never tell me where to stop exactly. Say Paya Lebar mrt never say which part. Say Tampines Avenue 5 never say which block. You all think I very smart is it? Know which road to take. Know how to go. Know when to keep left. Know when to stop. See lah, I stop the meter already. Never say you not getting off with him?

Me(in a meek voice): Sorry uncle. Umm next stop is at block _____, just go out of car park then u-turn at...

Uncle: Don't need to tell me one!! I very smart!!

I was like ....??????????????????? Oh and the reason why I can remember the conversation with the taxi uncle is cause I whatsapped the conversation to Benjy. So yeah. I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE "Okay. Uncle. Stop the taxi now. I walk okay?" Fine I agree it's kind of my fault for not telling you the exact location, but HEY, most taxi drivers don't know where the block is so usually I'll just tell them the road name and tell them when to turn! I'M NOT A FREAKING GPS OKAY. I can't be like "Make a left turn into the carpark 100m ahead" right?! So of course I can only tell you when you can actually see the carpark! And why did he even assume I'm getting off with Benjy when Benjy was the only one who got out to get his luggage while I sat in the taxi? AND OH. YOU'RE REALLY SMART THAT YOU DON'T NEED ME TO TELL YOU WHERE I STAY? WHAT ARE YOU. A STALKER?!!!!!!!!!

Benjy actually noted the car plate number but I didn't want to complain to the company or anything. Maybe he was just in a bad mood. And I don't want to cost him his job anyways. Yeah.

HI TAXI UNCLE I FORGIVE YOU. JUST DON'T RANDOMLY SCREAM YOUR CUSTOMERS. WE WILL FREAK OUT AND MAYBE GET A HEART ATTACK.

I'm not saying all taxi uncles are mean or anything. In fact, I met a really kind one yesterday when I took a cab to Tampines Mart! I have no idea why taxi uncles usually charge me lesser cause they always say I'm just a little girl. Do I not look 17? Hhahaahha. Anyway, I wanted to ask him to drop by the road cause it'll be easier for him also. And then the taxi uncle was like insisting that he should find a shelter cause it was raining and getting soaked by the rain will make me sick. It wasn't even raining heavily hahahaha. But yeah, he's really nice!! :)

Okay homework :/ .

Sunday, December 04, 2011, 3:37 PM

Cause I can't help falling in love with you.

Can't help falling in love - Ingrid Michaelson

Like a river flows surely to the sea, darling so it goes, somethings are meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life too, for I can't help falling in love with you.

Found this song through a movie, Like Crazy. Can't wait to watch it. I think this song's originally by Elvis Presley. Truly, truly a beautiful song.

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I feel like you replaced me already. Nevertheless, I'll still treat you as one of my closest friends.

Saturday, November 26, 2011, 2:04 PM

With you is where I'd rather be.

Long Distance - Bruno Mars

All I have is this picture in a frame that I hold close to see your face everyday. With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far, this long distance is killing me. I wish you were here with me.

DANG I FEEL LIKE THIS SONG IS SO UNDERRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Found this song while youtube-ing Bruno Mars other songs. I like this better than Grenade. But I still like Just The Way You Are better. YAY I LOVE BRUNO MARS. He has a pretty voice.

Someone just asked me out O_O .

Yeah but I rejected by saying I've a date with physics homework. Chris would freaking murder me if I ditch work. Geez.

ANYWAYS I THINK MY BROTHER IS SO CUTE HE WAS FREAKING OUT OVER MNET CAUSE THERE'S SNSD HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE. Always see his serious side, but rarely his inner fanboy side HAHAHAHAHAHA okay I hope he'll never see this HAHA.

I think I like going for karaoke session with my classmates. They can be really amusing. Snatching for the mikes, everyone singing together, singing weirdly on purpose, dang it was really good. I love my class. Pity we couldn't go to town for movies as planned though :( . I wanted to get stuff from town :/ . Brought them to Safra before ditching them~ They were tryna convince me to ditch the concert and hang out with them ahhhhahhaa. Ran off to Tampines mall next to meet Azra and Sherina for dinner!

Concert by NASBand!I must say, they really improved a lot. I feel like a total ass now. Should have practiced harder hahaha. Saw some of the people from church. I miss church. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. Alot. A lot. A lot. A lot. I don't miss the cell though. Oh and Mr Yeo's leaving the band :( . I can't believe it. He's a really good conductor/teacher. He can be cranky at times but he's really funny and nice. All the best to him anyways! At least there's still Mr Yu. I'm pretty sure he's capable of bringing the band to greater heights. NASBand has awesome conductors. Oh and Richard was there too!! I can't believe it. He still remembers me. As Milk. He still can't remember my real name HAHA. I'M PROUD OF MY JUNIORS.

Hung out at Mcdonald's before going home!

OKAY HOMEWORK.

BTW I MISS MY PERCUSSION GIRLS. HAS BEEN SO LONG.

Friday, November 18, 2011, 1:09 PM

I've loved you for thousand years, and I'll love you for a thousand more.

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

I've died everyday waiting for you. And all along, I believe I'll find you. Time has brought your heart to me. I've loved you for a thousand years, and I'll love you for a thousand more.

Hahahhaa although this song is from the twilight saga, I honestly find it really, really, beautiful. It's definitely much more creative than just saying "I'll love you forever and ever." Ahahahhaha. But it's weird cause no one's a thousand years old. But nonetheless, still a romantic song. :)

Been addicted to another song. Maybe I'll share it next time when I feel like blogging again. I love how this blog is like my diary to keep, but kinda hate it cause I'm always so lazy to type~ But at least it requires less energy to type compared to writing the conventional diary~

I'm so tired, hahaha. Not feeling that well today.

I miss so many people again. Don't seem to have the time for meet ups with all of them :( . I MISS ALL OF YOU :( .

Okay, about to meet Huiyi soon :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011, 9:16 PM

I think this could be love, I'm serious.

What If - Colbie Caillat

What if we were made for each other, born to become best friends and lovers, I wanna stay right here in this moment with you over and over and over again.

Hahahahahahaaaa I love this song.

And I'm back? Randomly felt like blogging. Honestly, I kinda lost interest in blogging. Mainly cause I've lotsa other things to do now :( . College life is..... Gee.

Anyways. I'M GETTING PROMOTED!! Thank God that I don't need to retain. Thank God. Without God's help I'll not be where I am now. Can't put into words how thankful I am.

My arm still hurts from bowling. Maybe I overdid it, but I guess I'm just kinda weak~~ bowling was pretty fun though it isn't something I like. And there were some people there who were really good so I couldn't help staring at them. I hope they didn't freak out or something~~

And yay! Time to complete assignments :( . And hopefully, sleep early. PW meeting tomorrow at 7am :( . Used to think I can catch a breather after promos are over, but I guess I was wrong~

Sigh.