The one for me.

Another Day - S.M. The Ballad

I really like his voice a lot. So soothing. This is actually a solo song by Jay Kim/Typhoon. He's the leader of TRAX as well as the main vocals. Hahahaha Typhoon sounds so dangerously sexy. OMGOSH I'M IN LOVE WITH TRAX AND 2PM. I really didn't know that Typhoon is part of S.M. The Ballad. I randomly clicked links and found out. AND I LOVE HIS EYES OMGOSH.

I calm myself and leave after sending you away. Ouch. I wanted to find something sweet but I couldn't LOL. It's the lyrics that's pretty

SIGH I LOVE TYPHOON'S EYES.

But Yesung is still the best cause his voice is perfect and he's weird HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Really admire Typhoon though. But Yesung is still the best! I'm going to SS3 mainly because of Yesung. :P

Anyway I'm currently reading a few books so I'm rather busy! Which means less time to blog :( .

YAY I LOVE YESUNG <3

Yesung!

Thursday, December 30, 2010, 12:23 AM

I miss you.

Even If You Leave Me - 2PM

I know I've shared this song on my blog before, but I'm gonna do it again cause it keeps replaying over and over again. And this song affects me a lot, although I've no idea why. Always feel weird after listening to it.

I was scanning through the lyrics, trying to find something sweet to fill in as the title. But I realize that I couldn't. The entire meaning behind this song is the beauty of it. Not really sweet and romantic lines in the song, it's the entire story that the lyrics tell that makes it so enchanting. And I'm guessing both parties in the song miss each other a whole lot, which explains the title of this post.

Well, I'm gonna visit band with Siti Awesome. It's going to be really weird cause I'll be wearing a dress since I've to rush off to work later. So weird sigh.

Guess I should sleep now. I'm really exhausted.

Sleep

Tuesday, December 28, 2010, 10:34 PM

Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in.

Ours - Taylor Swift

Cause my heart is yours~

Finally back home to my comfy bed :) Really drained of energy although it was meant to be a break from work and life :( .

Went for pool and LAN today. L4D2!!!!!!!!! Hahaha I was playing halfway when Andreas whatsapp me that he reached LA! Had a fun time killing the zombies and as usual,I shot my team mates :P

Hope that Skype video calls will still continue! Anderson said something about no wifi. I really want to see their apartment!

Okay I shall go read some random story on Wattpad. The fan fic there is ridiculous LOL.

All this time we were waiting for each other, all this time I was waiting for you. Sucha pretty song :( .

Waiting.

Sunday, December 26, 2010, 11:50 PM

My cousins/godbrothers gave me the penguin!!!!!!! It's from australia. SO CUTE RIGHT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday bro :) You're annoying but cute but irritating!!!!!!!

Hahahaha and he got thrown into the pool.

Gonna stay over at the chalet. Dad's back home though. I don't exactly like the chalet but it's been fun so far!

Okay shall go find something to do yay!

YAY!

Friday, December 24, 2010, 11:59 PM

You own all my heart.

Oh! My Goddess - TRAX

Hahahaha the lyrics is so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SWEET!!

Anyway I scheduled this post to be 11.59pm on 24 December although it's 12.31am, 25 December. Hahahaha wanted to blog but I was distracted. So this post is about Christmas Eve!

Went to Tampines Mall with Huiyi, her siblings and Cherie! Shopped for their stuff and I bought earstuds. Couldn't resist. Hahaha. Went to Huiyi's house for manicure! Painted black french tip. SO PRETTY HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Die I'm falling in love with 2pm cause of two songs and the parodies they did OMGOSH. And TRAX. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO NICE.

Okay I wanna listen to songs.

Love.

Thursday, December 23, 2010, 11:59 PM

Without you I don't know happiness.

One More Time - Kim Hyun Joong

This song keeps replaying over and over again in my head. <3

It's currecntly 24th December, 1.08am, but I scheduled this post to be 11:59pm on 23rd December cause this post is meant for 23rd. But I was a little too distracted and busy to blog. So I'm going to write this post like it's still 23rd.

Work's pretty good today. Colleagues kept giving me junk food. Hahahahaha. And some colleague asked if I'm Indonesian. LOL. Previously, another colleague said that I don't look Singaporean. Apparently I look Indonesian. But I think I look Singaporean cause I look more like my mum! I told my mum and she said it's cause my dad's Indonesian and maybe I look like him too. LOL. Wow okay. But I still think I look Singaporean! Okay never mind I'm neither here nor there. I'm both then.

Really tired now. Meeting Huiyi tomorrow! Can't wait to go out and finally relax!

Okay I really need to sleep. Barely awake.

Sleep.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010, 10:41 PM

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

It's not the same without you. Vanillatwilight <3

Work's really making me exhausted. I can't wait for 24 December to come. Rest all the way till 28th. Really really tired now :( . Maybe cause I barely sat down today. And tired out from waking up so early all the time :( . So tired of everything.

Watching drama, Janggeunsuk is so sweet to the girl!

Supposed to be Skype-ing today but a lot people missing. So I guess it's off!

I miss a lot of stuff. I miss some of my friends that I haven't seen in a really really long time :( .

Too tired to blog now, maybe tomorrow.

Nostalgia.

Monday, December 20, 2010, 10:47 PM

If my heart was a house, you'd be home.

If My Heart Was A House - Owl City

Work today was pretty alright. Was really really tired today cause I slept at 1am+ cause I as feeling to high/crazy to sleep. Was laughing like mad. LOL. Ate at Junction 8 again. Getting a little bored of it. Some colleague made me laugh till I lost concentration and had to re-check the entire thing LOL.

Rushed to Tampines Mall to celebrate my mum's birthday. Bought Ben and Jerrys ice cream too~ My dad was super funny LOL.

Omgosh my bro just msn-ed me to watch Mary Stayed Out All Night LOL. JANG GEUN SUK IS IN THE DRAMA OMGOSH YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Aww Andreas is going back tomorrow! He just reached Singapore at around 12am-1am!!!!His Whatsapp better work :/ . Can't seem to contact Keith, he's like MIA or something.

OKAY I'M GONNA WATC MY DRAMA SO EXCITED HEHE.

HEHE.

Sunday, December 19, 2010, 1:35 PM

Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I'll wait for you.

Come Back To Me - David Cook
David Cook - Come Back To Me: "David Cook"

It's so hard to find David's Cook MV on YouTube cause of some annoying reasons. I miss this song!

Been pretty tired for the past few days. Exhausted. I have no idea why. Hahahaha maybe it's cause I barely rest on weekdays. I feel like I'm destroying myself or something. Need to rest more!!

Oh. Andreas is coming to Singapore today! But I've no idea what time is his flight. Something's wrong with his whatsapp :/ .

Mum's birthday tomorrow. Time really flies. Like a rocket. Probably going to Crystal Jade for dinner tomorrow :) I hope she'll like the present I chose. But after all, it's the thought that counts right? But yeah, I hope she'll love it!!

I finished re-watching Cinderella's Sister and Autumn's Concerto. I skipped quite a few parts. Shall find a new drama to watch :)

Oh and I dreamt of something really cool. Not going to post it here though cause it's a secret heehee.

Badass!!

Friday, December 17, 2010, 10:23 PM

It has to be you.

It Has To Be You - Yesung

I'm quite annoyed now cause I stopped my drama to blog but my post is gone. I'll retype it again later.

UPDATE:
Okay, I admit it, I'm too lazy to update so I'm just going to summarize everything.

1) My colleague said I don't look Singaporean. I'm still quite amazed by that cause I think I look like one.
2) This salesguy pulled me into the shop and told me to buy this ring. That was cute but weird.
3) My bro was saying retarded stuff and that made me laugh.
4) I bought a pendant for my mum and I'm pretty much broke now.

Yup.

Thursday, December 16, 2010, 10:46 PM

It makes me crazier day by day.

Tik Tok - 2PM (ft. Yoon Eun Hye)

Feeling reallllly crazy today!

Talking to Anderson on Skype now. Just SMSed Keith to come online but he's not responding! Group video call was supposed to be yesterday but someone didn't come online :/ .

OMGOSH I'VE NO IDEA WHAT TO GET VINCENT FOR CHIRSTMAS! I know he wants a card from me though. Apparently the stuff I write are hilarious. Although I think they aren't hahaha.

I feel like rewatching Cinderella's sister again! I know it makes me cry a lot. So don't ask me why I want to watch it again. Not for the crying -.- .

So many things that are gonna happen! Andreas coming back to Singapore for a short while, then mum's birthday, then Christmas, then bro's birthday, then meet up with Vincent. More to come?

ANYWAY I REALLY WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE. AND I'M GONNA WATCH CINDERELLA'S SISTER NOW CAN'T RESIST TEEHEE. OR MAYBE ANOTHER DRAMA :)

DAMON <3

Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 9:15 PM

The way you take my hand is just so sweet~~

You Got Me - Colbie Caillat

Still tired :( . Looking more and more like a panda each day!

Work was pretty normal but I feel myself get tired easily as the days pass by. Really need a full day rest, hang out with friends and stuff! Worked till 1pm and went off to meet Rebekah for Bible Study.

So.. I was pretty silly. Instead of taking the mrt from Bishan to Orchard, I took it from Bishan to Paya Lebar and then to Orchard. I didn't know there's a shorter way. :( .

Finally tried Sour Sally today and IT'S AWESOME! Craving for more!! Shall go there again some time soon. Ate Haagen Dazs ice cream and had BS there :)

Gonna make this post real short cause I'm kind of busy and distracted right now. AND OH. VINCENT BOUGHT ME A SUPER JUNIOR CALENDAR WHEE! THANKS BRO :) Need to go find him to catch up on our lives soon, been so busy ever since the holiday started :( . And he always msn me at the wrong time LOL.

Busy.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 11:03 PM

I'm falling for you.

Falling For You - Colbie Caillat

Been rather busy with work and making bro's birthday present. Bought him this photo album to decorate. Gonna fill it with lots of pictures later! Hahaha I'm gonna have to spend a lot of time and effort into it but I think it'll be worth it since this year is a special year for him :)

Really tired now though :( .

Bought Popeyes for dinner for me and bro so now I'm so horribly full :/ . Maybe I shouldn't have ordered the meal hahaha. And being really full means I can't sleep. But I'm tired :( .

Currently listening to 98.7fm hoping that I'll get to hear the songs that I missed. Hahaha found quite a few already! AWWWWWWWWWWW SOME GIRL JUST DEDICATED A SONG TO HER BOYFRIEND THAT'S SO SWEET OMGOSH.

Feeling rather cold now :( .

Working for half day tomorrow and out with Rebekah fo lunch! Going to Wisma Atria to try Sour Sally hehehehehehe can't wait!!!!!!!!!!! I miss her and I really want to try Sour Sally's yoghurt the pictures all look so. AWESOME. And it's non-fat. LOL. Healthy! :)

I want to buy clothes for my teddy bears and myself :( . So tempted to go shopping but I need to save money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!

Sunday, December 12, 2010, 5:31 PM

'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

BUBBLY-COLBIE CAILLAT

It starts in my soul and I lose all control, when you kiss my nose, the feelin' shows. 'Cause you make me smile baby just take your time now, holdin' me tight.

Awwwwww I miss that song and Vanilla Twilight! Pretty.

Well, mentally exhausting week. I guess I won't be going for SS3 cause I'm going to sell my ticket. It took me a lot of courage to tell them and somehow I cried while smsing. Hahahaha it just hurts a lot knowing that you're bringing disappointment to others. But I guess I really can't please everyone in life. Something tells me I'm doing the right thing, and I really hope it's true. Just sort of kills me inside to tell them :( . I need to control my emotions, I think I cry a lot :/ .

I'm having terrible gastric pains and idk why. I did eat brunch today when I woke up. And I woke up pretty late. Never mind. Physical pains don't hurt as much, it's pretty easy to tolerate anyway. Heh. Maybe my system's really going haywire. But I did sleep a lot during this weekend. Like seriously a lot. Although I sleep late, I wake up really late. Sigh maybe I should rest more.

Anyway I want to thank Qingxiang ahma for listening to me even though I was pretty much spamming her and thanks for your advice. Just. Thanks for being there for me when I really needed someone to talk to. :) <3

Okay I just finished dinner. Now I'm bloated. :( . Currently thinking of what's considered a special gift for guys.

Think.

Saturday, December 11, 2010, 6:13 PM

OneRepublic - All This Time (Lyrics) (Waking Up Album)

All this time, we were waiting for each other, All this time, I was waiting for you. Found this song through VD. Pure awesome <3

Ian Somerhalder! Pretty eyes hehehehehehe. And to make it better, HE WON ROBERT PATTINSON IN SOME ULTIMATE SEXY BEAST COMPETITION!! Why is Robert Pattinson even inside, I don't think he's that sexy :/ .

ANYWAY. Been rather busy today, had to settle bro's birthday stuff as well as to run a few errands. And I overslept. So no cell -.- . If my mum didn't wake me up, I'll probably still be sleeping. So tired!

Okay I'll update again later, going out for dinner!

UPDATE:

The picture above is a picture of my rose plant. I sincerely hope I don't kill it. I wanted to buy the one with white roses cause I like white roses but it's a pity that the pot of white roses didn't look that healthy. So I took the red roses!

OMGOSH I JUST REALIZED MY KEYBOARD ONE KEY CAME OUT IDK HOW I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH/KNOCK IT OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Shall attempt to fix it later omgosh.

I look like a panda now. Serious lack of sleep.

OKAY I'M PANICKING NOW. Y'KNOW.

PANICKING!!

2:14 AM

I think I - Byul (English Translation)

OMGOSH I MISS THIS SONG SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSO MUCH! FULL HOUSE YAY!

Andreas promised me to come online but he didn't :( Bluff meeeeeeeeeee! It's 2:13am already! :( . Shall get Badass to whack him!

OMGOSH SKYPE VIDEO CALLING WAS SUPER FUNNY. Anderson was trying to scare me with a mask thing but my laptop battery died and I got a shock cause the battery died. And he thought I got a shock case he scared me. Hahahahahaha. And we were playing truth or dare and Jeremy's answer was ?!

Okay I'm too lazy to blog now. Cell later!

Friday, December 10, 2010, 11:46 PM

OneRepublic Say All I Need +lyrics

All I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head. THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL :( . I miss this song so much! Heard it on The Vampire Diaries :)

Okay I'm officially addicted to vd. I even caught up with Andreas. Waiting for episode 12 now though! CAN'T WAITTTTTT. Love Damon's eyes!!

Work today was horribly exhausting, mentally exhausting. Although it didn't require much thinking, I felt like my head was about to explode and I had a really terrible headache. Had to file things all the way I felt like I almost went crazy. Left at 5pm today cause I finished everything really quickly (which idk how).

Currently on Skype ready to have group video calling but Anderson seems to be MIA. Looks like this is gonna fall through! Okay he's back LOL. But he said another day. Okay I was right. It fell through hahahaha. Oh no wait. It didn't. LOL.

Okay maybee I'll update again later :)

12:08 AM

Years go by and time just seems to fly, but the memories remain. It keeps replaying in my head and I've no idea why.

I promised myself to blog but I got distracted by The Vampire Diaries again. I'm currently at season 2 :) It's a tad too addictive for me :( . I love Damon's eyes, so mesmerizing hahaha. And yeah, it's an awesome show!

So yeah, webcammed with Jabrina, Anderson and Keith on Wednesday! Awwwww miss them! :( . Hope to see them on Skype soon. Andreas said something about be on Skype every Wednesday. Really hope they'll be there cause I miss them!!

Okay, sleeping time. My system is kinda crashing already. Been having a headache and a slight fever for a few days but I still go to work anyways. Jianhong isn't too happy about that :/ . But yeah I guess I'll be fine. Just mentally tired!

Goodnight.

Monday, December 06, 2010, 3:23 PM

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade *Lyrics*

I miss this song so so much! It's constantly playing in my head since idk when :( . Miserable at best. To be miserable at the maximum level. Haha it's such an emo song and it makes me sad but yeah I miss this so much :( . Although idk why I miss it so much :/ .

Ms Farhana's wedding yesterday was great, she looks like a pretty arabian princess! Went to watch Anderson Andreas Junhao Keith Zul play pool while Jiahui Huiyi and I listened to music haha. Watched Narnia after the pool game. I cried at the end of the show :( . The mouse left them :( .

Went to Ehub this morning cause I was supposed to catch a movie with Anderson, Junhao and Keith. But only Junhao turned up cause the over two guys overslept. I KNEW THAT THAT WOULD HAPPEN :( . But yeah I trusted them :/ . Ditched the movie idea and headed off to terminal 1. Went for lunch first before rushing to send Andreas off. I almost cried but I held back my tears :/.

Badass accompanied me to the airport! He learnt martial arts to protect me hahaha (long story). Although he's Badass Bear, deep down, he's a really kind bear :)

My attempt to look happy.

But I'm actually sad haha. I don't like goodbyes.

Currently at home, going back to the airport to send Anderson off.

UPDATE:
Just came back from airport. Hahaha omgosh I didn't expect the people who went to send Anderson off are all guys. Lots of profanities and stuff. Haha but pretty funny people. Wanted to wish his mum happy birthday but that's sort of crazy LOL. Went home after that while the guys went to eat.

Group photos! :)

All in all, today is a rather sad day. Two goodbyes withing such a short time :( .

Goodbye.

UPDATE. AGAIN:
Omgosh I cried while watching vampire diaries! :( . It's really sad how Damon found out how Katherine made used of her and how Bonnie's grandmother had to sacrifice herself :( . WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :( .

Anyway for those who haven't watch The Vampire Diaries, GO WATCH IT'S AWESOME :)

Sunday, December 05, 2010, 12:43 PM

Been working hard for the past few days till I had lots of ninjas with hammers in my head on Friday. But yeah, I still continued to watch The Vampire Diaries :D It's just too awesome and addictive YAY.

Prayer meeting on Saturday felt sort of good but awkward but still great. Heh. Went out shopping with mum later cause she kept bugging me the day before and talked non-stop about the sales that are going on. Okay, I'm exaggerating. Not non-stop, but just kept telling me about it.

Going for Ms Farhana's wedding later! :) Meeting up with Jiahui at Pasir Ris first and help Andreas to buy his first pudding milk tea LOL. I love weddings. Couples are so cute to watch! They're just so awwwwwwwwwww. Hahhahahahaha. Not sure of what to wear though! Wanted to wear a semi-formal dress but I realized my wardrobe is filled with clothes that are either casual or formal. No in betweens. :( . So I guess I'll just wear a casual dress. I hope the dress part of it makes it more formal :/ .

I want to watch vampire diaries but my internet is kind of being cranky now. I have no idea why :( .

VAMPIRE DIARIES YAY!

Wednesday, December 01, 2010, 9:55 PM

I finally found time to blog! Life's been really busy so far :( .

25th November, Thursday
Prom Night. It was really good and I didn't regret going at all. Yeah, I regretted when I was shopping for prom stuff, but after prom ended, it was kind of sad. I'm definitely going to miss some people :( . Pictures speak a thousand words and unfortunately, I really don't have enough time to spare on typing an essay about prom, so here you go :)

26th November, Friday
My first day of work! Pretty tiring cause prom was the day before. It was really really scary cause the guys had to leave at 12pm and I was left alone all the way till 6pm. Yeah and I skipped lunch cause I didn't dare to leave alone. Looking back, I guess I was being kind of silly. Hahaha.

27th November, Saturday
Worked in the morning before heading of to visit my cousins and grandparents.

28th November, Sunday
Went to play pool with Anderson, Eric, Keith, Junhao and Zul. I'm probably the worst pool player there. hehe. Anderson and Junhao seems pro o.o . I rammed my hand onto the pool table twice by accident. Yeah so my fingers are kind of injured. But anyway physical wounds don't really hurt much. AND I WON A GAME! Cause we were playing doubles and my partner's Anderson. So the credit goes to him cause I missed most of the time. LOL. Went to LAN and played CS and l4d2. LOL I kept on shooting my team members by accident :/ . Went to Tampines Mall for dinner and Keith shaved his head. LOL. Was pretty funny. There's a video too but I'm too lazy to upload that.

Not sure if you can see the wound LOL.

29th November, Monday
Basically, all I did was. Work.

30th November, Tuesday
Worked from morning till afternoon, went to bugis junction to get Anderson and Andreas' farewell gift. They're going to LA to study and going back to Indonesia on 6th December :( . Bought underwear for them LOL. Met up with the rest at T3 and headed to Earles Swensens for dinner. Yeah I still feel guilty that Anderson and Andreas paid for the dinner. It's like $200+ I think :( . Had a fun time snatching for chocolate with the guys. Shan't go into too much details cause there's really so much to say. But the memories will always remain :)

Hahahaha we made the two of them wear the underwear around their neck to pose for a photo! I think I'll really miss them :( .

1st December, Wednesday
So horribly tired today. And had to work :( . Assuming that people read my blog, I think they're going to get sick of my face after seeing all the pictures. They're so many! I didn't upload some cause I was being lazy :) Not in a really good mood now though :( . Guess I'm just too tired. I have this weird feeling which I don't know how to describe. Sort of bittersweet but sort of not. Zomgosh.

Time for studying Indonesian. I promised to learn heh.

12:56 AM

2PM - 니가 나를 떠나도 (Even If You Leave Me) [Eng Subs/Rom]

I cried when I listened to this song while reading the lyrics. It's sort of sweet but really sad :( .

Shall blog more tomorrow, busy with my job!